Problems of a Self Harmer

3 notes

Anonymous asked: My cuts. They bleed, but never like the ones I see pictures of. Their cuts go deep, it looks painful. I feel like I'm taking the easy way out. I'm a failure. I screw up everything, including my cuts.

There is no “right” way of cutting. No any way of cutting. You don’t fail. You don’t need to beat yourself up for your cuts. We are all different. There is no reason to be sad. But you might not want to attempt it. Since we all injure differently, you can be at risk of death with going just a little deeper. Don’t attempt to do it anon. You’re being safe. And that’s great.
-Alyssa

1 note

in-certamine asked: Anon, it's probably better to be at least partially (but ideally fully) recovered before attempting to lose any weight. It also depends on your current weight, how much weight you lost to your ED, and how much weight you plan on losing (eg is it a healthy amount). It's necessary to do it in a healthy way, as well,but I'd assume you already knew that x) Make sure it won't trigger a relapse, and I wish you the best of luck with everything!

^
Thank you. :)

22 notes

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
66 Plays
Rosi Golan feat. William Fitzsimmons
Hazy

lienkevampire:

What if I fall and hurt myself
Would you know how to fix me?
What if I went and lost myself
Would you know where to find me?
If I forgot who I am
Would you please remind me?
Oh, cause without you things go hazy.

- Rosi Golan ft. William Fitzsimmons

Filed under music personal song of the day

0 notes

Anonymous asked: Is it possible to actually go on a diet even if i have an eating disorder.

It depends on the eating disorder. Is it anorexia or bullemia? Or what is it? I’m not quite sure myself on if it is possible. I’ll have to look into that.
-Alyssa

1 note

Anonymous asked: What should I cut my thigh with?

I don’t think you should cut your thigh, anon. Summer is around the corner. Never know what kinds of situations you can get to when they see those scars and you don’t have a cover up. I wouldn’t take the risk. I learned the hard way. It’s not worth it. Especially in the summer.
-Alyssa

1 note

controlthisfat asked: Im the anon who said I won the battle. If anyone wants to talk to me as well.. Go right ahead!! Something to think about: When I was cutting I met a women who has a young child and she was a past cutter.. She said she was scared that her child would one day ask about all those cuts up and down her arms. Please... Distract yourself think about the great future you WILL have . xoxo

^

0 notes

Anonymous asked: Please don't tell me that I shouldn't kill myself. I was wondering is it wrong to have a suicide pact with your best friend? We are both very suicidal and think it is the best for us. I think my friend still has a chance in the world, I know I don't. But I don't want to die alone, but I feel guilty leading my friend to her death, even though she thinks its what's best for her

I can’t prevent a person’s suicide when someone’s mind is completely made up. But I really think you should talk it out with her. Is it the best thing for you? And her? Do you really think you should go together? I know, I experienced someone asking me to go with them once. I almost thought of going but I knew it wasn’t the right thing. Not at that moment. It just wasn’t right. I don’t think you should have one unless you know that both of you have reached that real breaking point where you can’t take anything anymore. It’s a difficult thing. You guys are different. Just talk it out. I know you don’t want to die alone but think about it, would you have the guts to go when you had the best day ever and your friend calls you up and says, “We’re leaving tonight.” I’m not trying to insult. But just imagine. Things like that can happen. Things get better but you have to let things get better for her too. Be careful about that pact. You never know what you’re truly getting yourself into.
-Alyssa